Wednesday 28th August 2024

 I’m feeling much better now, things are looking positive for me right now. Managed to pick up a brand partner, Epic Games. I hope I can work with them for a good while, they are a popular and respectable company. I’ve also started work on my VTuber group: VMewlings, there are no auditions for it, but they will have to fill out a membership application still. I will rate a stream of theirs as well. I don’t intend to ever join a group like Hololive or VShojo, I’m not a fan of throwing my life away to NDAs and what not. My group won’t have anything like that, just a few simple rules, nothing too complicated. Genshin Impact releases the region of Natlan at 4am my time, these things usually are super early, knowing me I’ll fall asleep after typing this.

I’m attempting to distance myself from her, which believe me is far more difficult than it sounds. I’m still deeply in love with her, that makes matters worse. I cannot help having these feelings, I’m not even sure why they exist. Hearing her name gives me butterflies in my heart, it’s indescribable. At times, I wish I could hold her in my arms and tell her that everything will be okay. But even then I wouldn’t be certain myself. Were the visions real, or were they simply a story made up by my mind in which I’m the hero? I shall never know, because she doesn’t wish for me to know.