Monday 26th August 2024

 Pains again, nothing new. The pains only seem to be when something bad happens to Jenna, either this is a result of empathy, or there’s some mad spiritual phenomena behind it. Either way, it’s painful. Doctors say they can’t find a problem, they say it’s probably just me growing. I’m used to it now, although it’s getting harder to ignore. She blocked me the other day, she still takes orders from Koma. She’s lost the ability to think for herself and therefore bends to the will of Koma. While I understand she wishes to protect Jenna, she appears to have given herself a false sense of authority. While I may threaten her from time to time, I would never actually carry out those threats, as I have great respect for her. I do feel sorry for her at times as she isn’t always in control, her mind is home to other beings after all. While she may at times seem like a 2-faced bitch, it is simply her alters fronting, a mechanism that she didn’t want but regrettably has. I’m not supposed to talk about her, but I’d rather get it off my chest now, so it doesn’t need to be mentioned again in a future post.

In the beginning I, just like anyone else, was unaware of Jenna’s past. And so yes, I was out to ruin her career, because the career was all anyone knew about. It was not until the dox that anyone realised what her intentions were: rage baiting to cope with her past, of which I won’t go into details about. But I can assure you, if I knew about those things sooner, I would never have done any of it. I’m sorry that I did what I did, but I will not apologise for things that 1. Never happened or 2. Were within the scope of the law in the UK. I will not apologise for sending your pics to Roman, because it never happened. End of subject. If you wish to believe that is the case, so be it, but it’s factually incorrect.